Sunday, November 1, 2009
HELLO WORLD
today is sunday..
:C
I hate it when people put responsibilities upon my shoulders which i dont want to take on..Im not interested in being in any leadership position..I wa happy the way I was before..i feel like im obliged to take on them.
Moreover, its really wierd.Because on one hand they want me to take on these roles but on the other hand I am criticised for being childish and not being serious with my work.Im still living in my own bubble.Not interested in living the life of a leader in church.
Why am i a leader in the first place,when i dont think i am good enough to be one.My own religious life is not strong enough.Maybe im suppose to learn through these experiences?
They also dont value my opinion...they still think im a small kid in this community.
Just the way i like it...but contradictingly they are so hard on me and keep pushing leadership roles upon me which i have no intention to take on.
OBLIGATION.
3:14 PM
Bridget