christmas is approaching..
the weather is freezing...

i hate hearing the reciever click...
but i just refused to hang up..
im pissed,that u cant spend time on the phone with me..
things are even more difficult when ur sick..

i hate e situation were in..i feel like forgiving u..
but on the other hand..just for once i would like to
bear a grudge...i dont know why i want to either..

yet i know i cant...there sth within me that makes me vunerable towards u..
that i dun want to get into a fight with u...dun want to take any chances of a
possible argument..cause ur so important to me..and i know its e same for u...

thats y u always hate fighting with me and we prefer to talk things out..

i wonder if there a reason why i started blogging again.. I hate e situation were in..just wish we could run away from reality.

the weather freezing,i love u

11:07 PM
Bridget