Oh,i love u baby!
xoxo..
I cant believe its just 9 more days..
GOSH

11:11 PM
Bridget

everytime i think im in e right,im actually in the wrong.
and i was definetly wrong about me being more confident with myself..

:C
i feel terrible
bad day? not really..
cause u were by my side..

yet,somehow i feel like a terribly incompetent,
self girl friend.And, I am.

is it just me,or does the long weekend with u..
seems like its flying by...
and im upset that it is..
wish i could spend more time with u..

my MST is approaching..
ur POP is approaching..

busy girl
tired boy


guilty kim
poor jerome

i feel terrible
~ur asleep

12:17 AM
Bridget

I pray they let you out today..
Oh love..did u know its 17 more days?

~lets sing a lullaby tonight

12:28 PM
Bridget

christmas is approaching..
the weather is freezing...

i hate hearing the reciever click...
but i just refused to hang up..
im pissed,that u cant spend time on the phone with me..
things are even more difficult when ur sick..

i hate e situation were in..i feel like forgiving u..
but on the other hand..just for once i would like to
bear a grudge...i dont know why i want to either..

yet i know i cant...there sth within me that makes me vunerable towards u..
that i dun want to get into a fight with u...dun want to take any chances of a
possible argument..cause ur so important to me..and i know its e same for u...

thats y u always hate fighting with me and we prefer to talk things out..

i wonder if there a reason why i started blogging again.. I hate e situation were in..just wish we could run away from reality.

the weather freezing,i love u

11:07 PM
Bridget

my boochiboo is sick!
:C

poor baby..hope u gets well soon..ur at home right now resting..but i cant even get to c u..so close yet so far..life sucks..hope ur better by tmw love..

i have mixed feelings abt NS..on one hand its terrible to be so far away from u
on the other hand,i knw ur having fun,making frensand finally doing sth with ur life love..LOL...

i miss u..im so busy this week again..

20 more days?till ur POP.im starting to feel really demoralised..even though e days r flying by..they dont make a difference..im still standing at the same spot.. :C

i feel so upset..i cant even go for ur POP..
and after that even though u have a weeks break..its another 6 mths or 6 weeks of camp? i dont even rmb..i hate it..hate everything..hate it..

i want u love..

:C
life not easy

11:58 PM
Bridget

And your the butter to my bread..
the rest of the world seem to tell such sad stories..

LOL

-heart shape kisses

3:31 PM
Bridget

the only reason thats calling me away from here..
is you..
i miss u..
cant wait to fall asleep in ur arms on saturday..
I LOVE U BOOCHIBOO
xoxo

11:17 PM
Bridget

hey dearest...
ur asleep under the stars again tonight..
its going to be 8 days before i get to c u..
:C
i miss u like crazy..

looking at ur photo makes me miss u even more..
:C
i close my eyes and go to sleep..
in senseless comfort that im wrapped in ur arms..
deep breaths and teary eyes..
i miss you..

leaving soon..
another 4 more days till i hear ur voice.

~and somehow,in the darkest of the night,the lord lights a lamp for us.

i love u

a glimmer of hope
a burning flame
warm hearts

11:34 PM
Bridget

"the silence isnt so bad, till i look at my fingers and feel sad, cause the spaces between my fingers are right where yours fit perfectly."

-Vanilla Twilight,Owl city.

30 days left

i love u.

surviving on ur voice (:

i miss u.

11:13 PM
Bridget

HELLO WORLD
today is sunday..
:C

I hate it when people put responsibilities upon my shoulders which i dont want to take on..Im not interested in being in any leadership position..I wa happy the way I was before..i feel like im obliged to take on them.

Moreover, its really wierd.Because on one hand they want me to take on these roles but on the other hand I am criticised for being childish and not being serious with my work.Im still living in my own bubble.Not interested in living the life of a leader in church.

Why am i a leader in the first place,when i dont think i am good enough to be one.My own religious life is not strong enough.Maybe im suppose to learn through these experiences?

They also dont value my opinion...they still think im a small kid in this community.
Just the way i like it...but contradictingly they are so hard on me and keep pushing leadership roles upon me which i have no intention to take on.

OBLIGATION.

3:14 PM
Bridget