im tired..
after completing 2 "obstacles"
i feel as though ive wasted my time..
there is zero satisfaction
no joy...seems as though im just going through the
motion..i hate myself..im weak..

i want to do things that i wanna do..
i wanna excel..perfect..
i wanna rest...
i wanna cry..

seems as though people are gaining on us
making comments..
whispering..gossiping..
having expectations..n exerting pressure
i wanna go somewhere where were strangers..
where i can smile knowing no one cares
lets go to hawaii :)


~i like things as they were previously..

its been so long since i was this sad :C

and i was afraid to knock at his door..knowing i was a sinner

1:50 PM
Bridget