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I wanna watch the repeat telecast tonight..
dont feel like gg out anymore..
im a mean bitch..
pang seh kiat..

HAHAHAHAHAHA

~i wanna be by ur side every moment, eventhough u hate it.
im clingy with a capital C

5:56 PM
Bridget

MANU V.S ARSENAL
im hoping the score will be manu : arsenal
2:1

But manu hasnt won arsenal in a long time :C
Go Ronaldo!Sexy stuff!

~and with getting to know you, i start to love what you love :D

11:52 PM
Bridget

HELLO
been rather moody these pass few days..
much better..
but still a bit bitter
im insecure

its been so long since she tasted it..
but when her lips felt it..
it tingled through her body..

and instantly she felt alive
she knew what it meant..
a sacred promise not to be broken
emotions that cant be hidden

she didnt understand why it was her
neither did she know how to love
but between lonely tears & angry
accusations i knew that without you

she wasn't complete

7:48 PM
Bridget

im still waiting for u to call me back :D
i still need to rant..
but i shall wait patiently for you to finish
HAHA..i must share..

To my Mum:
I really think that were on different wave-lengths
i can never understand what you say...
sigh...sorry what i did to you..
I know i was reall rude and i hurt your feelings..
i dont have a wide range of vocabulary..

but sometimes i wonder why cant ou see it from my perspective..
im ashamed at my selfishness..i know my mistake
i should have been more sensitive to your feelings..
should have been more subtle..

yet i still think what i said was right..
and im gonna try n put things right...
by doing it my own way..
it may be stubborn..
but this is my apology..

im sorry i hurt u..

~and your the rainbow in my life

11:32 PM
Bridget

dont point the finger..
your the one whose not making it work

4:49 PM
Bridget

yesterday..i realised
that im a much more:
stronger
confident
secure
happier
maturer
independent
prettier

person than i used to be..and i realised it was because of u and of course my other frens and the pimplies played a big role in it too..plus e holy spirit :D thanks..wonder how poly life gonna be like..its been an eye-opener so far..a bit of culture shock..haha..and i thought i was no longer innocent :P

HAHAHA..
~sometimes i wish i could teleport

2:54 PM
Bridget

feeling a bit better these few days...
must smile more (SHOW YOUR TEETH)
DRAMA really is theraputic
when ur not stressing over a million
and one things..

I AM GOING TO CHIONG FOR POLY!STUDY!
AND SEC ONE & TWO CAMP IM GONNA MAKE SURE
THE GAMES RUN SMOOTHLY!
PERFECTIONIST!
(of course i cant do any of these without e Lord by my side HI GOD!)

AND FOR REHEARSALS I WILL GIVE MY
110% 210%

~looks like e fire burning again
ENTHU!ENTHU!ENTHU!

12:02 AM
Bridget

im tired..
after completing 2 "obstacles"
i feel as though ive wasted my time..
there is zero satisfaction
no joy...seems as though im just going through the
motion..i hate myself..im weak..

i want to do things that i wanna do..
i wanna excel..perfect..
i wanna rest...
i wanna cry..

seems as though people are gaining on us
making comments..
whispering..gossiping..
having expectations..n exerting pressure
i wanna go somewhere where were strangers..
where i can smile knowing no one cares
lets go to hawaii :)


~i like things as they were previously..

its been so long since i was this sad :C

and i was afraid to knock at his door..knowing i was a sinner

1:50 PM
Bridget

:)
you used to be so indifferent
now your taking the trouble
to go the extra mile..

you put a smile on my face..
and i cant complain that
your not making any effort

i used to wonder if i
was important to you
now the answer lies
on our lips

im so glad you took the
rocket to pluto :D

~when bunnies fly

12:30 AM
Bridget

I JUST RETURNED FROM CAMP
IT WAS FUN
HAHA

:(
got rehearsals tmw from 1 to 4pm
at bukit batok
and again from 7 to 11pm
wad am i gonna do in between ?

hint hint:
someone follow me please :(

damn tired..
didnt sleep much and i feel a bit giddy
now cause i drank half a glass of wine..
to help "warm" my body in my mother's context..

i drink half a glass everyday and it sucks cause its so bitter

met e pimplies today...was so happy
miss them like crazy shit..

poly life is so different from them..
ppl talk like matts there...
and as always my character/attitude changes
when im in a different surrounding..
its only when im with my pimps that
i can be ten different characters
at once and they will still love me :D

actually i wonder why i behave differently
in certain environments :C
am i being two-faced ??

p.s: what does flying off mean??

~hey stupididiot
HAHAHAHA

10:49 PM
Bridget