im up to my neck...

i dont think o levels taught me anything about handling responsibilities or taking stress well...actually i didnt really stress myself much during Os..and they kinda took off alot of responsibilty from use by taking out ccas.. so that we could study..which i didnt do alot...

and i thought after os...life would be pretty easy until i start school again...but thats not the case...im trying to juggle between 2 productions..although i dont hold any major roles..the thing that im worried about about is im not giving them my fullest..

i guess..because when i c ppl not giving me their 100%..i no longer c the need to give my own 100% and i start to slack..(am i pushing e blame?)sighs...and it gets tougher when rehearsal dates clash...and i have to alternate between productions...i hate not turning up for rehearsals because i know that every single person on set is important and even the absence of the least important character is vital..and im becoming that irresponsible person :C

i didnt know ppl couldnt handle 2 productions at once..

and passion play making me really miserable..cause were not any where near done..and we have all been fooling around...which reminds me of the times in secondary school when i used to head productions i would be really strict and demanding with them..but in church i have become really soft with them...why ?

i guess...i should stop playing around and get down to work..

~one more month kim, and its gonna be all gone..
DONT GIVE UP!

stress stress stress

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Bridget