sometimes i think u dislike talking to me..
or that u dont want me anymore :C

than i reflect back on the little things..
the anxiety and the worry...
the invisable attention
the apologies

and i wonder if i expect too much..
that i am silently demanding..
difficult to manage
and that i compare too much..

maybe its because i keep
focusing on the larger picture..
that i overlook on the minor details..

~guess what was on my mind when i got my application?

10:56 PM
Bridget