yesterday...i had another fantastical fantasy..i want to write a book on lesbianism!
I mean...i am going to study psychology...so eventually i might major in understanding the human sexuality blah blah...

i mean its something that intrigues me why is it that certain people are not attracted to the opposite sex...and how do people turn ? is it really a hormonal imbalance? a psychological problem ? a social issue ? what is it?

and i think i might be able to relate to it better...since like i was in a "lesbian school" and i was exposed to their culture from a very young age which lead me to try and fit into the socitey. but it pretty much didnt work out...i sorta didnt belong and wasnt accepted by them. And i thank God for that! Thank you! im so much happier being who i am now..

but previously i used to think that it was pretty acceptable to be a bung..as i thought that it was okay for people to not follow the society we live in.As in we cant expect everyone to like the same thing we do.And that folowing your hearts desire was what truly mattered. Moreover i thought being a bung was pretty cool :D

Yet as time passed and i matured( yes i am a matured individual) i wondered..if God made us in a certain way...why are we going against human will by liking ppl of the same sex..and even though i had crushes and "invisible" relationships with girls i always felt that my conscience was telling me i was doing the wrong thing and i would go to bed feeling guilty :C

If God created us with love and in his own image and likeness..i dont think he made a mistake when he created us that we were suppose to be born male and not female..I think he made us the way we were for a reason...and gg for sex change..is just pretty much defying who God made us to be.To me going for that operation pretty much means im a coward not willing to face the problems in my life and just taking e easy way out.

~gosh...i wonder if im going to get spammed because of this post.

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Bridget