bought Gary yesterday!
his so pretty in blue..
really worried..cause his not eating much..
and his so fidgety...keeps jumping and swimming..
guess his not used to his new environment yet..
and his not eating much :C
worried about him..

i am so bored...i would love to eat..
but i cant...day only starts at about 5 plus today..
work tonight at 7.30pm..
apparently we have VIPS..
i hope i dont mess it up..

I WANNA EAT FOOD!
~so secured in your arms..

2:40 PM
Bridget

1.11am
i like time
today was horribly boring
but alrights..

glad i could make it for meeting..
i wanna be a responsible girl!
and turn out to be the person you made me to be
dun wanna be a cursed barren tree..
i want to b a gift to the world!

~wonder how life would be when your really gone?
i think it would be a pretty cold world

i cried today
i want to crawl up in a shell, im jealous of Gary.

1:10 AM
Bridget

OMG CAN SOMEONE PLEASE GO SHOPPING WITH ME AT BUGIS!
STUPID JC PEOPLE...
WHY CAN ONLY GO OUT NEXT WEEK
*GRUMBLES*
I STUPID BLOODY SHIT WANNA SHOP
i want a dress
earrings?
more hair accessories
skirts..
jeans
shorts..
socks..
bras
more rings
my doinkydoodle laptop case
shoes
heels??
bags? ( i got too many...)
BUT I WANT A BAG PACK!

oh and i need to buy stuff from ikea
SHOP SPEND SPLURGE SINFUL SPREE


~where did u go love?

oh and did i mention i love how old school SMASHMOUTH is????

6:25 PM
Bridget

TODAY
i wanted to go buy my fighting fish..
( i didnt buy cause i wanted to get my "aquarium" first and thank god i didnt..my bro said i would have gotten ripped-off..Its like $10- for short tail and $3 for long tail and i wanted to buy e short tail but that i cant name it Gary cause its a girl -_-" )

so i walked towards tiong bahru market before work..
walking through the market and provision shops made me miss living in a HDB..
WAD THE SHIT..
i used to hate living in a HDB...
because ppl would pee in the lift and splash paint on the wall demanding money..
HAHA..

But i missed going down to the provision shop down stairs and buying snacks,
whinning to jie jie lucy to let me ride on the
( thing that u can ride on and music comes out) * i forgot the name -_-"*,
going down to the playground and even waking up to go to PAP
( I always cried cause i couldnt wake up and was late for school..haha)

And it made the desire to get married and buy a HDB flat even stronger..
I think it would be so heart-warming! Living such an easy life...
than when we have kids i will bring them to kindergarden..
AWW...i hope their cute babies..Gosh, i seriously think too far..

Wierd isnt it, when i was a child i wanted to be a teen so that i could head out of the house and roam the streets.When im a teen i feel like getting married.When i live in a HDB..i wanna live in a condo...when i live in a condo i wanna live in a terrace...and when i do..i wanna live in a HDB...HAHAHAHA

man are just never satisfied with life...i guess u just have to be happy and appreciative of what u have in life... (:

I bet that when im married and living out on my own i will be so stressed about work,house loans and misbehaved kids.But i will love it all just as im enjoying life now.

~will i still be on your mind?

10:42 PM
Bridget

today was really alright and self-amusing
until she ruined my day
:C
I will mourn for my beloved tonight
*DRAMATIC*
oh yeah...HAHAHA
(im not laughing)

10:26 PM
Bridget

blogging again for the second time of the night...
had a sudden burst of inspiration..
I HAVE A FANTASY...
that one fine day...
i will just disappear from Singapore...
and go study in America or something
(it doesnt matter as long as its reknown and im not here)

And i will come back in 2 years time
seeing how everything has changed..
How ppl have matured...how life has changed..
how you've changed

than i will look at myself
and see how i have changed as a person
probably prettier, smarter and much hotter
than before :D
and having a pretty faced ang moh boy in hand
Ooooo i hope i get an accent..

After that I'll laugh it off
and cry that i missed everything
just because
i wanted u to see me as someone new

12:41 AM
Bridget

after everything...
i guess i finally found closure..
(:

someday I'll be a real star that lights up your life

12:10 AM
Bridget

HAHA..
had to get to work immediately went i entered ZERA today..
the chiller broke down...so we had to transfer the beer into
the wine chiller..

than Arthur told me i was gg to make
Chocolate Liquor Mousse..
On my own
(okay so Arthur helped)

I screwed up when i was pouring the chocolate
into the cream..i thought had
to pour the chocolate in all one shot..
and i couldnt manage the pot..

it was SO heavy...my hand almost broke..
than Arthur came in and was like
NO!!!
than he took over...
he said he cut my pay if the mousse spoil
BLEAGH!
im earning peanuts ok..

WORK ON V DAY GONNA BE INTERESTING..
hahahaha

and yes, after the whole fiesta..
i am feeling very calm..

~one day, will hold hands again <3
dont take him away from me...

1:07 AM
Bridget

HELLO VALENTINO VICTOR!!!!
LET ME GIVE YOU AN OFFICIAL WELCOME TO MY BLOG...
ARE YOU ENJOYING IT ?????????
YES NOW YOU KNOW IM SUCH AN
EMOIONAL & CREATIVE WRITER..

OH YEAH..
REMEMBER YOU HAVE TO MEET ME
TOMORROW AT 3PM
IN CHURCH TMW
SEE YOU THERE..

~thanks for everything,the lectures,nagging,encouragement and just being there for me
you are awesome.
YES,i boosted your already BIG ego :D

4:55 PM
Bridget

woke up at an early 2 plus this afternoon
to a phone call that came all the way from...
MELBOURNE!!!
Hello Dayna.. (eventhough you wont be reading this)
i apologise that i was a bit dazed...
Really sad for you that Melbourne
is such a boring and weary place..

Oh well maybe tomorrows shopping trip
will put a smile on your face..
thats what i do when im in a really bad mood..

really upset that the heart on my "I HEART CANDY"
shirt is screwed...i really LOVE THAT SHIRT..
oh well things happen..

I wont take it that he invaded my privacy..
until its proven that he really did..
were still frens..
yes im a dumb ass..i dont care..

because of it...i also showed you the post that
i never wanted you to see..probably allowed you to see more
into my mind and realise i really am a witch..

and i guess maybe after letting you know so much about me..
you may become even more appalled and disgusted by me than you already are..
which will make you dislike me as a person even more..
:C

but in the process of sharing myself with you..
im also learning about myself..
and it seems to me im that im not that beautiful and innocent a character as i
thought i was..
i feel pretty ugly..


~its raining again, im wearing yesterday's stain at seventeen

5:17 PM
Bridget

painting my toenails and finger nails blue..quite satisfied with it...since i cant paint my nails for nuts :D
and i forgot there work tmw..
i dun know if arthur gonna scold me about my nails.. :x


anyway work today was fun..
i was cutting newspaper..
and i cant cut them fully through...
so arthur had to continuously clear the strips of paper..
im very messy..and his a perfectionist..
it was a fun day at work also cause we were talking about bisexuals..
intellectual talk is LOVE <3

THE MOSQUITO IS BITING ME NOW ***pissed

the past few days have been LOVE
are u really talking to me more because
i compliained?

And would you kiss her the way u used to kiss me?

Dayna leaving tomorrow..
BYE BYE Day :C

12:33 AM
Bridget

5 to find
4 to fufil
3 to try
2 to tell
1 to forget


FIND.FUFIL.TRY.TELL.FORGET.
TO LEAVE
The days have passed...
and now are over..

of course i didnt get what i want..its not vert often that i get what i please..
i did once...but i lost it...

haha the world is square...

and i said hey to you little girl..
never let the tears fall
i'll grow up

11:11 PM
Bridget