answering my own questions again..
i think im my own blog biggest fan..
love re reading stuff i just wrote

why is this going on?
I guess the reason is, me.
Because of my behaviour...i think his so confused about what im doing.That he begins to doubt that i was ever genuine about everything that happened last year.

Was i genuine?
Yes,i was.I dont regret anything that happened...And i really dont know..why i cant be who i am in front of others when im with you around..I guess i didnt know how to behave...what im suppose to do..maybe because it was a secret thus i felt the need to behave such...maybe thats an excuse.. ( at this moment...i stoned...i dont even know what to write) And the reason why im like that in front of them was because i knew that if some others knew...ppl will talk..thats where im weak..

im a bitch..maybe i should go for counselling and keep myself in solitude so i wont hurt anyone else...maybe i do have some split evil kim inside of me..and im trying to gain pity from u now and ur buying it...Gosh i think im really mad now..

Maybe now u know the truth (i dont even know if this is e truth) u can finally let ur mind at ease and let go...I still love u..

Lord im lost...Send ur Sheperd

1:40 AM
Bridget