i miss you :(
but your being such a jerk right now...stupid idiot..realised something while checking out 2/8 of the pimplies livejournals just now...there more to life than me and you...and that surprisingly i did not notice that among all of the pimplies im the only one going to poly as a first choice..

jen: some super good JC
JOL: another excellent JC
Yan ling either pioneer or cjc or jurong
Celestine: Pioneer JC
PEI QI: Jurong JC
Thinn: Abroad (australia)
Dayna: Abroad (Australia too)

and i have not even decided where i wanna go yet...im still contemplating between where to go...many people have advised me against lasalle saying that there is no future there and i might just be wasting my time...somehow im afraid after i graduate no production company will want me...my mum says not to worry i will just go teach drama...i know i will make it through the 4 years course...i am talented..screw you...whoever thinks im a proud self-praised ass...But on the other hand...i could have the safe route to poly/ jc ( i can actually enter JCs if i want too) get my diploma n than go further my studies...Or the alternative is..i could just leave right now...i feel like doing that right now...and make the whole world forget me..dont feel appreciated here...wonder if trinity allows me to go abroad..

have to rethink my position...weigh the pros and cons...actually ive already done it when i was in sec 3...see how enthu i am ??? but like everyone's advice are just confusing me... :(

I DONT KNOW WHERE IM HEADED TO

11:23 PM
Bridget