I admit it...i have been covering up my life again....trying to pretend that the things that are really affecting me dont exist...i guess its because..im afraid...of letting people know who i really am....an emotional nut case who is extremely clingy but pretends that she alright when you dont call.. i would really like for u to call me everyday...

but i dont want you to call me if you dont want to entertain me at the same time...Also i dont want you to worry about me being stupid when actually im okay but just being paranoid...sigh...i really miss the past where you were always there to put a smile on my face ( you still do) or when u are able to tell when im upset..

i guess i just really miss your attention and having you around...right now when i get to meet you or hear your voice...its already something really important to me...kinda dumb...judging that its not the same for you...for you your just talking to kim again...

~i miss the past...

funny isnt it....you want something you dont have and when you get it...you want back what you previously had...but actually in the end its the samething...i just want you.

11:39 AM
Bridget