I hate staying at home with nothing to do...i prefer a busy life style...while there are things that i could do at home like helping out in the office or packing my very abstractly organised room..i prefer staring straight at my lap top typing aimlessly while engaged in a fierce battle of who can kill the most ants (ITS THE BEST GAME Tonight, will be going for Kids/ Youth camp thank you dinner...going to be a lonely night...hate that your just leaving because you no longer feel that there a reason for you to be here...cant believe your just going to leave me stranded with no one else to joke with...selfish idiot...although i do understand why its like that...

i really wonder why everything is so terribly messed up...were in a church...a catholic church...where catholic means universal and were suppose to accept one another for who they are and grow as a community and depend on one another..Instead were hurting one another by being selfish...destroying friendships and trying to outdo each other...i hate this...

And when life this complicated...i take sweet comfort in the fact that your still silently seated right next to me...living the simple life..happy that your both here with me.

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Bridget