Youth camp is OVER! pity...i had lots of fun...but i was really tired...Right now im currently looking forward to finding a job ( i want $$$$) and getting ready for the event on the 20th...i bought my dress...its green with floral prints and its really long...i need to get it altered cause im so tiny and i intend to get silver pretty ribbons in my hair..was also deciding if i should wear my ugly gladiators (as bud calls them) or buy wedges...I LOVE DRESSING UP...

I was also thinking...maybe im ready to go public with my blog...but than again my personal insecurities just flooded back and prevented me from doing so...I lead a private life...no one knows wads gg on in every part of my life...its cool to live ur life in secrecy...but sometimes it hurts...because having to pretend makes me feel like im suffocating..Its like im hiding my true self from others...but i know its for a good cause...but i hate seeing what is mine being shared..yet again they dont know and sharing good...im possessive...HAHAHAHA

sometimes i feel like i belong to the community but actually in truth im not accepted...acceptance we all long for it..

~my secret life

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Bridget