cant help but think..
that God..wasted his time creating me..
I spent the hours im suppose to be studying...doing absolutely nothing..
im so angry and disappointed with myself...
i'll tell myself i'll study..
and i would for a while..
but i would get distracted..and go do something unproductive..
:(
i couldnt sleep last night..
i missed you too much...i needed to hear ur voice..
you eventually called at 2 in e morning..
you were tired...but u didnt want me to stay up on my own
you asked me why i couldnt sleep..
i didnt wana say that ur e reason..

i tried to study... ( dumb)
so i told u to sleep..
our conv ended..
after memorising a paragraph..

i slept..

* ur being awfully quiet online...right now..and you took so long to reply my sms this afternoon...im afraid you dont like me anymore :(

i hate myself..because i know that when your gone..i'll be miserable

8:06 PM
Bridget