Clothe myself in your love
and feel the warmth of your arms.
Listen to your heart beat,
i know its not a dream.

Our fingers intertwined,
its hard to believe its true.
Your lips on mine, Baby,
i cant breathe.

Time ticks away, our
minutes lost
Tear myself away from you,
i dont want to say Good bye.

Alone, tears.
I need you.



9:32 PM
Bridget

1. what do you think an ideal bestfriend should be like ?
Someone who can be completely honest with me and is always there for me to depend on and is able to withstand my crazy character change,basically-Thinn.

2. What would you never ever give up?
God
Family
Pimplies
Friends
Bunny

3. What do you want the most now?
8 pts for Os.
$$$ to shop.
Him.

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
repay my parents
buy a Chanel 2.55
treat friends
buy a MINI COOPER
shop
bribe the O level markers
go watch theatre
help the poor

5. Isn't Arron Yan just awesome?
who is that? and he has a wierd name.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being LOVED! But then again wont it suck if i dont love him ?

7. Can you whistle?
Yes! ( Are you jealous ?)

8. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Being with him

9.Do you like chocolate?
I LOVE CHOCOLATE.

10. Would you trade your most beloved object for a guy?
Hmmmm...
chanel 2.55 v.s. him
I'll take the latter :D

11.How would you see yourself in 10 years' time?
MARRIED. :D ( with a cute puppy)
our own home
and being a very VERY famous theatre actress

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
GOD
family
HIM <3
pimplies
friends

13.Have you finished all your revision?
NO!!!

14. What do you want to do after exams?
PROM
KIDS CAMP
DISTINCTION FOR TRINTY
DATE
YOUTH CAMP
RMT
SHOP
LASALLE!!!
ACT

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
brush my teeth

16. What does your favourite kind of shampoo smell like?
sweet

17. How would you rate the perfection of your life now?
8 pts for Os
Good health
GOD
Happy family
Him <3

18. What type of people do you like?
People who care about me,make me laugh, not afraid about being honest with me,not cocky,fun. ( actually it doesnt matter...i only hang out with people i like)

7:38 PM
Bridget

Q: would life be enough..if i just had them ? (including PQ)

- i guess not



8:14 PM
Bridget

cant help but think..
that God..wasted his time creating me..
I spent the hours im suppose to be studying...doing absolutely nothing..
im so angry and disappointed with myself...
i'll tell myself i'll study..
and i would for a while..
but i would get distracted..and go do something unproductive..
:(
i couldnt sleep last night..
i missed you too much...i needed to hear ur voice..
you eventually called at 2 in e morning..
you were tired...but u didnt want me to stay up on my own
you asked me why i couldnt sleep..
i didnt wana say that ur e reason..

i tried to study... ( dumb)
so i told u to sleep..
our conv ended..
after memorising a paragraph..

i slept..

* ur being awfully quiet online...right now..and you took so long to reply my sms this afternoon...im afraid you dont like me anymore :(

i hate myself..because i know that when your gone..i'll be miserable

8:06 PM
Bridget

I fought back tears as I placed the roll of Haribo sweets into the box which I had paid for with forty cents of my recess money.It reminded me fondly of the times where James and I would sit at my front porch talking silly about our little fantasy to own a sweet shop with every possible colour of Haribo sweet in a wide variety of flavours.And how we would stuff our faces full with sticky goodies when all the customers had left.

A tear fell onto the cold hard marble,upon the realization that it was never going to come through.

I scanned my room till my eyes fell onto Abigail who was lazing comfortably on my bed grinning right back at me with her lop-sided smile.Abigail was my stuffed bunny which I had owned since I could even remember.I got up from where I was and made my way slowly towards her,my eyes still focused on her.

Memories of James and I came flooding back to me as I remembered how we had combed his entire living room when I realized one of Abigail’s eyes was missing while we were playing Monster Invasion.How,he had comforted me by wanting to give me his J.I. action figure after a failed search.Abigail was now sitting on my lap as I touched the sticky patch on her tummy where I had dropped my ice cream cone on her when James’ dad bought ice creams for us after picking us both from school.The two of us dissolved into giggles at the back-seat with the thought that Abigail wanted an ice cream for herself too.

I gave Abigail a tight squeeze,tears started to stream down my face.Softly I whispered, “I’ll miss you” choking back on my words.Before gently dropping a soaked Abigail into the box along with the roll of Haribo sweets.

Next,I grabbed my magic markers and crayons and drew a picture of James and I eating Haribo sweets together out faces beaming with joy.Beneath it,I scribbled “You are my best friend. I will never forget you.Will start our sweet shop when we are bigger. Love,Katie.” Next to my name, I stuck my favourite purple unicorn sticker.After placing my drawing into the box I sealed it with the yellow lid and wrote with my green marker “To: James. Good Bye. From: Katie” before drawing little heart shapes and stars around the box.

I took the box outside to my porch and saw my next door neighbour watching his parents place their suitcases and furniture into the lorry stationed in front of his house.His black crop of hair blowing irritably in the wind, a scowled look on his face and arms crossed as he stared at his parents.

“James!” I called out after him.His face immediately brightened as he waved at me from where he stood.I climbed down my porch and found myself standing face to face with him.I forced a smile, and handed him the box in my hand. “This is for you,I hope you like Australia” tripping on my words.

Suddenly,I found James hands tightly around my waist.

“I’ll miss you”he said quietly.

“Me too” I said between sobs.

“James! Its time to go” his mum hollered after him.He picked up the box and ran towards the taxi in front of the lorry. “ Bye Katie!” the family of three shouted before bolting the door. I stood there until both vehicles turned into a speck of dust and faded into the distance.

A boy,a roll of Haribo sweets,a stuffed rabbit and a scribbled picture. Was on a one way trip to Australia.
~Kimberly.

12:13 AM
Bridget

Lost
without him by my side..
cant do anything :)

My thoughts are distracted
My mind cant focus
My body lethargic
My heart occupied..
My soul aching..

where are you?

~i miss you

9:10 PM
Bridget

you didnt tell me while we were on the phone last night ( this morning...) :( Although our phone conversation only lasted for a short while.
sigh..
shouldnt i be the first to know ?
no..
because you said...your not mine..
but i am yours..

SAD

i wanna be in your embrace..

7:00 PM
Bridget