omg...
HE SAID IT HE SAID IT HE SAID IT
but he said it in the most stupid way...
:(

the situation went like this..
i often forget to pick up his calls... :)
and he will grumble...so i promised that i would try my best to pick up all his calls...haha...so yesterday...when he called at 10 plus...i didnt pick up his call as my phone was upstairs and i was below..
so when i finally realised he called...i called him back..
but it was late...and he needed to sleep ( such a baby!)
i said: sorry!
he said: stupid la you! go and die! dun want talk to you!
-i whined-
he said: ok la! i love you! i love you!
call you later.. ( which he didnt)

My heart was beating against my chest so rapidly after i came to the realisation of what he said...OMG...haha...but he did it in a so unromantic way?idiot...im not gonna count it...i wonder if you meant it ? maybe you just said it to satisfy me...but u dont say/ do things u dont mean...ur not that kind...

so i guess u meant it..a little ? somehow ? haha...i dun know..
i have my insecurities...

but like today afternoon...while we were on the phone...we were talking some crap and suddenly u said: i know u love me...i wanted to say something to defend myself...but gor and dad were like right in front of me? i mean its already obvious to them im talking to a guy... somehow i think they were like eves-dropping on our conv..haha...I WANT A CORDLESS PHONE.. so i just kept silent...

i guess...i like you...your something that comes to my mind daily...but im afraid..i dun like you as much as u like me..( i am so mad) and what if i play u along...i dun want to just get together for a stupid period of time only to break up and end up giving the other the cold shoulder or stray away...i dont want to argue and end up hurting the other..life should be filled with smiles,laughter,joy,peace and love...and thats what u give me..

U COMPLETE ME



10:05 PM
Bridget