went SP today...it was awesome...enjoyed...the immersion programme...so thankful for leroy...that we ended up in e same course...if not i will be a loner..lol..DADP...was FUN...i mean...i got to see how drama n psychology go hand in hand...and the lesson was like solving a mystery ?rather interesting...

And the group that i was with...haha...i had no idea that they were a bunch of sec 3...lol...they were very humourous...and yes...im rather embarrassed by the fact that they managed to coax/black mail me into taking on the most difficult stance...in the tablaew ( whatever way its spelt)...damn it the whole class laughed...i must have looked rather idiotic...TSK...

i like DADP...as i never knew you could use drama to help ppl...as in to help "heal" them...its so amazing...that u can use drama to work with abuse kids or even prisoners...its like in a way..i can do what i love and at the same time help others...its like killing two birds with one stone! But i still love to perform on stage...i will just audition for lasalle...and if i get in fantastic...if not its alright...

as was Ian said to me today,"God has planned for us so far ahead...that we far from being able to comprehend why he did it."

Speaking of the OLDIES...i learned so much from them today while we were having makan....(as France calls it- so cute) the topic of relationship came about...and we talked about things that hardly ppl my age would openly want to comment about...and yes...it was so insightful...that i could hardly contain it that i simply needed to blog about it now in the middle of the night...

our conv...mainly revolved around how sometimes ppl are so blinded by love...that they do not see the faults in their partner that is so blatantly obvious to the naked eye that the rest do...and in the end it just results in a divorce/breakup...its saddening...because as a catholic...we dont except this...we do not believe that u should simply walk out of a relationship because u see a loop hole in it...no...because we are binded to the marriage contract...we cannot make such a fickle and irresponsible act..therefore...the main message that they kept drilling into me was that- dont JUMP...into a relationship...just because everything seems so right....the emotional want...to be held is so strong that it blinds my judgement...i may think that i am mature enough...to think straight...find that his the perfect man for me..(but mayb im wrong...mayb im simply JUMPING...into it just because of lust? attraction? attention?emotional need?)

DONT JUMP...look before u walk...think before u speak...so mayb...i finally finally get it...why his so hard up about finding that girl...that he wishes to fully commit himself to...thats because he does not want to jump into a bottomless pit...and find that he is actually struggling....mayb so...and i should have the upmost right to be persued and not to persue? right? yes,i absolutely do...

12:34 AM
Bridget