i wonder if its something bad to always be the one to make the first move ? To be the one to inititate... Im always the first to act...and sometimes im so tired of it...i just sit back and expect what i want to be done or what i want to come to me.. But it doesnt work that way does it ? You want something, you get it urself.. Furthermore,if u keep waiting u will eventually regret y didnt u take the first step from the beginning...y didnt u bother to try..
I didnt regret any moment of today...it was perfect to me..even though it turned out this way...i have no regrets..