tired of studying..
tired of talking...
tired of commiting..
tired of waiting..

I wish...i could simply focus on what i have to do and do it well...but it never seems to fall in place..i try my best..but it never seems right..i get up...trying again...not giving up...but i hit myself again...I try again..

The cycle keeps repeating...I tell myself i cant go on... but i just never want to quit cause i dont want to disappoint myself and Him...so i just keep going..but im so tired..i really am..y cant i just STOP my life here..

(WAD THE CRAP AM I WRITING)

IM HAPPY..really...Happy with how life is for me...i got everything in the world that i could ask for... Family..great friends...money..food..love..God..the thing is i just dont know how to balance everything i have...im like hanging on a cliff..

screwed..I WANT MY 8 PTS!!! but it doesnt seem to be coming..

when will i wake up to find that my life organised..

12:04 PM
Bridget