i cant stand it...this is freaking boring and so totally not me..so im just gonna add in just a pinch of the past...just a tiny bit...no harm right? right?
ok...
Funny how we think ( ok, i think) that were the centre of attention sometimes,that the whole world just revolves around you and one day when you suddenly make up from that fantasy dream you've been sleeping in.You realise that there more to this earth than just you.( actually, you don't just simply realise in a matter of fact you walk right into a bloody wall and it hits u hard-VERY HARD)and it hurts,it hurts because all your believes that u had suddenly just disappears and fades into the darkness.
Although, i may seem self-centered but if you saw it from my point of view,i was a victim too, a victim in delusion and the pain was no child's play. It hurt right to the very end.