3 more months they say,approaching they tell me.. terrifying its seems,nervous i am.. IM NOT READY.. and im not pulling up my socks,instead im cutting corners.. (just felt like using some idioms) Im finally getting CHEMISTRY tuition.. LOL..dumb.. it cost 50 dollars an hour...im trying to find another..MADNESS.. And apparently my mum asked my 19 year old cousin to come over to help me too...gosh i was so embarrassed...when she mentioned it...i didnt know why... I mean i can get along with him...just that it felt so so WIERD..